Thursday, July 10, 2008


Guilt has taken over and I am finally posting again this week. I've been too busy trying to find something else to clean to sit down and type. HA! Isn't stress a wonderful thing?
I'm going to get my baby at 6:30 in the morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Could you hear that? I'm going to get my little boy that didn't write a single letter to his mom all week and has probably had the best time of his life. I, on the other hand, completely lost it tonight at Outback and sat in the booth and CRIED. I had a total melt down. Of course Dalton being gone wasn't the only factor in my public display of total insanity, but it certainly didn't help. Oh, and by the way, I will probably never show my face at that restaurant again. I'm just not a big cry baby. Actually, it usually only happens when I am mad. I don't know what happened tonight. I really probably do but the list is so long I don't want to blow up blogspot.
Ya know, I've been thinking, maybe I complain too much on here. I read other people's blogs and try to keep up with friends and such and they usually just seem so happy and everything seems to go so smoothly...not me. I'm sure everyone has that side and maybe they just choose to keep it off of here. I'm just trying to keep it real and sometimes real isn't pretty. Speaking of pretty, my face is broken out, that extra 10 pounds has taken up permanent residence on my backside and 35 is just a couple of weeks away. If anyone has a remedy for all of this, I'd be happy to hear it.
Izzy has an intestinal flu, that really stinks, literally. My baby birds have left the nest. They were all piled up in there and I wanted to get a picture so badly. When I made it out there with my camera they were gone and have not come back. That's a good thing in a way. Now, I can get the nest down and paint the side porch. I was also beginning to fear histoplasmosis from all of the birdie droppings. A new hummingbird is hanging out with us. (Are these some random thoughts or what?) I have an idea for a new blog banner that Jessi has so kindly offered to help me with. Be on the lookout...I'll save the rest for another day. I just want my baby back home. I'm out of control without my brood.

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