THIS WEEKEND

This sums it up for the weekend. I have written and backspaced and written and deleted and written and turned the computer off. Then Blue and I were listening to music this morning and I saw this. She changed the channel when the tears started coming again. They've been hard to turn off this weekend. I know we've gone days without talking, but not because we HAD to. It's different when it's a choice. Now it just hurts. I'm happy for you, but I wasn't ready.